As usual, life is moving way too fast for me to experience, process, document, and record on this handy web log in a timely fashion. So let me take a few minutes to catch up on some things that I haven't had a chance to write about yet (before I jump into my time in Morocco, which is really what is mostly on my mind). I went to a yoga class. Casual, right? Except it was in a family friend's home studio, and ALL IN FRENCH. Not so casual anymore. I'm not exactly a yoga guru, but I love it, and I figured I could keep up by following the instructors so I was thrilled to go. When I arrived, they greeted me with a smile, told me to take off my shoes, and handed me a mat. The class began, and the very first thing the instructors (a husband and wife couple, by the way) said was close your eyes. Well, there goes my last resort. Either I learn French really quickly, or I look like a fool. Not that that leaves me much of a choic...
it's wednesday my eyes are tired and glazed from the artificial glow of my computer screen my back aches my head hurts from these longs days in this strange place where I sit in a 6'x6' box with three sides and have a cushion for my wrists and call it 'success' it's been raining for four days the good kind of rain that helps you think and lets you cry for sometimes, the world is heavy and i feel its weight on my shoulders for no good reason at all, except perhaps the breaking of my heart for the broken world and forgetting, as i always do, that i cannot carry its weight another 'mass shooting' feels normal it's wednesday, after all i'm connected but not affected i'm aware but not a part today, i am removed, but tomorrow, who knows? coping i drink a glass of water and lay on my bed in the dark until the pain behind my eyes is gone then i turn on slow jazz for no good ...
I am catching a flight to London tonight, and from there I'm going straight to Bangalore, India. Even after reading it in print and seeing my bags stacked next to me, I can hardly believe that in two days, I will be in a foreign country. And not just any country at that, but INDIA! I have wanted to go there for as long as I can remember, collecting wooden elephants and buying sari material to drape over my windows in my bedroom. Now, it's finally happening. It seems to me that everything is more extreme there: the heat, the traffic, the wealth, the poverty, even the colors seem more vibrant. I can't wait to find out if that's true. Goodbye USA, hello love. :)
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